JELMS ` the nsgs of O8

Tuesday, August 25

what it all comes down to.

Everyday we pass hundreds of people.
We acknowledge the presence of about twenty.
We hold conversations with ten of them for longer than 2 mins.
We wish for several things.
Yet we only wish for the ONE person.

AND if that one person has a significant other
Thousands of thoughts creep into your mind.
Is she prettier?
Smarter?
More independent?
More dependent?
He likes short girls?
He likes taller girls?

And then a suddent realisation,
It must have been her perfect skin
Her petiteness
Her long luscious hair
Her hot aura
She's better. Of course shes better.

Today I realised beauty is only skin deep.
Yes, to some extent it gets you noticed more often than others if you have the right genes. But a beautiful personality keeps a relationship so much longer than a beautiful face.

You may be an allrounder in looks, intelligence, figure, career but if you haven't got the compassion and courage to pursue what you want, then you've got nothing.

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Thursday, June 18

closer - nine inch nails

Hello ladies!

Blogging again because procrastination has begun! Tis the season for exams ... though some of youse may already be suffering, I'm yet to even begin ! gah!
so unkeen for this mumbojumbo !

anyway with my exams starting in 6days and me having little progress (i've only really gotten half way through learning about macromolecules which really isnt too difficult but i'm so bloody inefficient its not funny) oh and sleeping at 6am, waking up @ 4pm is NOT healthy at all !
gah !

anyway through that long paragraph I cuoldnt even remember what the point of it was other than to ramble ..

mmm well its safe to say now that all romantic interests in adelaide have frayed out into mere distant strands of once upon a time
and
well
it freaks me out a lot more than i can remember ever being freaked out.
which freaks me out even more.

bah !

no one comes here to read anyway ahaha which is good i think because by the time they read whatever ive rambled about , i know i am no longer that crazy !

to another night of studying and singing out a loud in a big empty room ! :)

<3 jendo

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Sunday, May 31

good, bad and undecided

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
They travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

Ultraviolet - Stiff Dylans

Oh my lord! I have fallen in love with this song all over again! And the whole notion of whirlwind adolescent love ! Am currently downloading the movie 'Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging' because I so crave and miss this whole giddiness and coming of age crap! I totally recommend it to all so we can all remember what it's like aye!

Other than that, I am procrastinating ! And sick! and trying to equate them to each other..but alas I know too well that I'm only kidding myself!

Last night was Thomas's birthday! Love that kid ahaha and am incredibly fond of him! ahaha went sorta bar hopping? First stop was Rosemont? A pub which made it pretty clear girls weren't ever meant to step foot inside. Then back off to unilodge (my humble abode) where several of us proceeded to take absinthe shots - put a sugar cube in a shot of absinthe, put it on a spoon, light it on fire, wait for it to extinguish, mix it in absinthe, shot it, chase it down with rasberry drink :) or chase it down with anything! Makes me think of Alice in Wonderland with the rabbits. Hahaha but absinthe don't do jack - well not the crap 60% ones. And definately not only one shot. Especially if you've built a tolerance (boo experience) !

After which, we headed off to Londen Tavern which is a nightclub. Awkward mingling and dancing ( I was sick and refused to take off my constricting coat ) so after a while we headed off to the Cavern - another nightclub? where there was a private function for the members of St Mark's College. Totally crashed their scene (giggle) and proceeded to do the same as I had done @ Londen.

To finish the night off, half our group split up with one half trying to crash a med party (with which they failed and stayed @ the Cavern) and the other half - me, Thomas, Lauren, Tony, Steven and Raf heading towards Crazy Horse - one of the few strip clubs only metres away from my humble abode.

and WOW. IT IS WHAT YOU EXPECT IT TO BE BUT NOT EXPECT IT TO BE. It's just like . wtf!
I don't know how to describe it without going into detail and right now I cbf.

But TWO things to note:
1) the EXPRESSION on guys faces when the stripper begins to strip = O_O. They will have delayed responses to anything you say and will continue to have the same expression.
2) those strippers SURE CAN CLIMB POLES. the most fascinating one was where the stripper climbed the pole with ONLY HER LEGS, UPSIDE DOWN.
(WOW RESPECT WTF)

hahahaha well yes just thought I'd share that experience with you all and now I can finally cross that off my list of things to do ahahha

Other than that, I have a series of conversations and gestures concerning my little crush I wish I could break down into little tiny pieces and analyse them with all of you but you are all too far away and too disconnected to understand the situation! Tres tragic!

AND finally! I don't know, it is that time of year - procrastination (actually that seems to be all year round) and thus my blog. I miss the days of highschool where our classes were pretty pointless come to think of it, recess and lunch, trainstations and what not, SPORT! (im such a fatty, i havent done any exercise since getting to adelaide) and of course seeing each other every single day! I miss my homies!

=(

love youse all - will think of youse when talking about the HSC, watching Merlin, Facebooking, msn and etc :[

xxxxx jendo

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Monday, May 25

drama is what we girls live for.

i wonder who still reads entries from this blog but since someones obviously updated our profile .. sally? and jendo's been writing, i shall chime in on the fun ! =) wow we've had this for like.. 5 years now? including the SHMEL times maybe close to 6 years. LOL our friendship is forever guyss !! <3<3

finals in 2-3 weeks, still not feeling the pressure nor the urge to study for it. lols uni has turned us all into lethargic stressless fatties. We eat, we gossip, we bloat. Monday catch up's per usual, hehehe more goss and some bitching. Wonderful. So relaxing, venting out all our sorrows, over a CHEESEBURGER =D and icemocha, which might otherwise ACTUALLY kill me. There is a particular someone I would like to strangle right now, however I shall restrain from doing so because thats just not a very nice thing to do hehe (:

ON A HAPPIER NOTE, we had peer mentoring today !! hehehe just lovely people and so much fun ! elaine found her wallet !! hoooray. I totes agree on sex & the city marathon. AT MY HOUSE guyss !! after all our exams. with our pina coladas ;) hehehehe

cbb.

much love
rucccccyyyyyyy

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Sunday, May 10

i saw sparks

herro girls!

wow another blog so soon! yes i know ! wtf??
haha it just means the procrastination has increased as has the work load at an alarming rate ! that is - increasingly exponential! :O :S

well had the allied health affair last night! I slept most of the day because went to friends' 21st the night before and mixed a dangerous cocktail - midori, jager and vodka with grape juice ! random amounts of each to create a quite non-alcoholic tasting mix! had an awesome night - playing kings (soo fun, i must teach youse all) and then playing big 2 with the internationals and thennnnn singing sing star! then it was off to london tavern (nightclub) with free entry on friday!

and gosh, had a blast for the beginnning...... met a mining engineer guy ;) and although its not up to the standard that me and sally are used to (remember the hotties on the unsw open day tour?) he was quite charming and cute!
but then alas! i was dragged away by several things =( and then promptly forgot what he looked like :P

anyway lasni was like spewing and dying and i know this is quite bad , but i got quite annoyed. then she proceeded to stomp on my foot with her heel and apaz i looked like i wanted to stab her ... guys im an angry drunk sometimes :( and i cant help it - but i also know that i look 100x more angry then i actually am ! sooo i guesssss thats bad?

anyway soo woke up to a quivering stomach and after drinking two cups of water, spewed it all out 1minute after and like passed out in bed again .
oooo did not feel good!

soo wehn i was getting ready for allied health i basically had 40mins only and yeh didnt turn out as nice as i always envisioned. but still it was pretty acceptable :P

allied health affair - ended up hanging out wiht most people i knew and only met a few new peeps ! quite a bit of drama happened i guess towards the end of the night and what started out as a very very flattering gesture and prompt refusal ended up ending as a no means no situation but my end desperately trying to be as explicit as i could without being explicit whilst the other party being annoyingly insistent, demanding far too much when i hadnt even gave in at all with even the tiniest expectation. clearly, this person was jumping the gun - the gun that would never go off - or at least until i turned out to be a person who didnt have the morals i had, or someone who was comfortable enough to do so.

it was only until a certain person, who thanks to lasni, was around that my dilemma was solved. but it took so many uncomfortable moments for the burden to lift, away and out of my life for at least the night.
trying not to be at all scarred by the potentially life changing moment, and struggling between 'he was drunk and is usually a good friend and maybe im assuming too much' and 'hes drunk and he wants to rape me', i hopped off to bed and woke up 12 hours later to find half my day was wasted and now i cbf starting and am patiently awaiting for the simpsons and merlin to start.

anyway there was my interesting exciting rant of the night .
and yes i will be learning some self defence moves
and i sincerely hope that the other star of my blog wont ever read this in fear of offense - because he really is a nice guy...... just no. means. NO.

xxxxxxx
jendo

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Thursday, May 7

i feel like... doing loner things :)

herro girls !

felt like blogging today haha because I've ran out of things to procrastinate with!
So.. here I am .. sitting in my room in dear old Adelaide whilst Bondi Vet is on tv in background.. my door is open so when i lean back I can see the screen.. and Lasni's hungry so shes heating up dinner while I seriously cbf!

There are sooo many things on my mind right now! and sooo little time :S I have quite a lot due for uni and I seriously feel like time is slipping through my fingers!!! And i need to catch up on sleep because some rowdy med men crashed our place. We even debated about aborigines, john howard, kevin rudd, obama, mccain, random random stuff for about 2 hours! Biggest wtf everrrr haahhaa!

Anyway, have to finish my 'journal of reflection' which is such a task! because you just feel really gay reflecting about your lab and clincal experiences and 'feelings'!! seriously!! whereas blogging is so much more easier and so less formal!

Also have to do an assignment on infection control! BAHH but I guess it is important - ive seriously become super paranoid about getting sick, saliva spray and blood contamination!! ahhh and SWINE FLU!!! zomg have to avoid all the exchange students in my building!! freaky!!

Um....... and AND! there is the "Allied Health Affair" on this saturday which is like a ball for med, dent, pharm, nursing, physio and etc... (i.e. health stuff) peoples! Can't wait !! And i totally have this awesome look planned out!

catty eyes slightly rockish, simplish black dress (I got it for $10!!), white stockings and hopefully black pumps/boot heels? + goldish necklace + pearls! exceeepptt id spend prob 60-100 on the heels + 30$ on the necklace! wtf! and dude I dont have the legs for white stockings :(

anyway I'll tell you all how it goes... or not !

mmm... also have a bunch of shit to do .. like wax carving teeth ! >_< and other assignments.. bloody oof!

mmmmm but i am looking forward to DENTAL PUB CRAWL =D ! Apaz its awesome and I plan on going to a strip club afterward .. you know.. just to see what its like ! I'm pretty sure I'll spend like 5 minutes in there and feel ubeerrrr awkward!!

rar anyway time to eat dinner.. and then maybe get some work done??

It's not toooo cold here but its not fantastic weather either .

ooo and what sucks about being on limited internet? I CAN'T DOWNLOAD 90210 OR GOSSIP GIRL!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I NEEEED TV!!

bahhh and I need to go to ikea!

rawr
mmm

llooovveee you all chickybabes! xxx jendo :)

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Tuesday, April 28

bio midsems urgh.

instead of studying for bio, i somehow ended up on ohkvj's blog.. which happened to be up and running (wtf.)

SOOOOO.. i decided to write down a list of ALL the things i want to do during semester break.. which seems like forever away.. (in fact, is actually 5 exams, 10+ quizzes, 20+ assignments away... or something like that)

- snow

- snow again

- central coast (anyone?)

- blue mountains

- sex & the city marathon

- brisbane/gold coast

- lots and lots of not staying home

i want to leave sydneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy for as long as possible.
i don't like it here..
i don't like uni..
i don't like the workload..
i'll never be able to escape this kind of life :(

booohoo

p.s. update your side section profiles!
i didn't know what to change elaine's "engaged" line to.. it's still sorta the same :)

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Sunday, March 15

ADELAIDE!

HEY GUYS! WOW MISS YOU ALL ! AM PROCRASTINATING ! ANAYWAY.. FOR EVERYONE WHO THOUGHT ADELAIDE WAS CRAP.. YOU WERE WRONG AND RIGHT!
ahahha well the cons of adelaide are.. :
- adelaide is ONE suburb! unlike the cooler cities like sydney and melbourne, it is ACTUALLY ONE suburb!
- everything CLOSES at 5PM! LIKE WTF?! ahaha ok well some places open a tad later but not many stores do. but what sucks is that places like WOOLIES?! and MYER?! close at FIVE O CLOCK!?
- shopping night is on FRIDAY?! wtf?! WTF?! but its not that bad i guess!
- you can see hills from the city
- after about a 10mins drive, youre in a country like landscape
- the weather is COLD HOT COLD HOT HOT COLD
- THEY DONT USE TRAINS!? :'( i miss the security and comfort of trains!
- the bus prices vary
- taxi drivers make up prices
- i live on the "dangerous" street which is basically kings cross condensed into one street.
- i get scared il get stabbed or shot
- its not home

the PROS of adelaide:
- everyone is friendly
- they have better looking people i must admit
- some club entry fees are cheap. it basically varies from $5-$20 i think
- a lot of people are from interstate anyway so we're all in the same boat
- everything is basically located in the suburb anyway so i dont have to travel very far to get what i want
- keen to try "adelaides famous meal" which is called the AB - after birth/abortion meal which actually sounds really tasty. am very keen.
- met heaps of exchange students in my building and think they are soo sooo cute. there are the: swedish, germans, canadians, spanish, french and italian.
- been out EVERYDAY. LIKE NO JOKE.
- uni is close by and its next to state library, museum, art gallery (places i want to go on dates haha lol )
- dentistry people are awesome! and now we've infiltrated the med people
- me and las have pretended we're med kids and actually fooled them for like a week. i dont know if its all med kids in general but they couldnt even realise the truth even when lasni accidently shoved her id with DENTAL STUDENT on it in a med kid's face.
- we also know the med rules (cant say 'p', number '4', or use ur index finger) + secret society doings
- we made up a secret code to rate guys basically
- the buildings are beautiful - theyre old and CLEAN (unlike usyd) basically me and las have been running around meeting new people and having a lot of fun.

our timetable isnt too bad - about 28hrs. but we do have a lot of like blah time . like we have clinic sessions every week for 3 hours (i get to pretend to be a real dentist) and i think we have like 2 lab sessions for 3 hours each, each week! =] plus work load isnt heavy at all yet and its actually a lot more interesting to learn than i first expected ! mmmmm there are specific events id like to bring up but maybe in a less public arena.

cant wait to see you all on the 11th of april! =]

<3<3<3 glad to hear uni/bfs/friends/sydney are all treating youse right :) <3 jendo!

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Thursday, March 12

FIRST WEEK OF UNI .

First day of high school : shy, scared & silly
First day at new school : annoyed, lonely and missing friends
First day at uni: AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE =] . Besides the incomprehensible lecturers and tutors as well as the trek up the billion flights of stairs with heavy as books !
Also, so over the changing clothes everyday thing. Elaine, we must get trackies quick ! LOL =)

Hope you guys (at usyd & adelaide) are having as much fun. We have quickly been introduced to the blissfulness of eating in lectures, the relaxation of 2 hour breaks and the A.D.D of jason hwang. -_____-
Can't help but glance at him every few seconds to see what he is up to and kelvin's ability to break chairs in tutorials. HAHAHA mild entertainment never ceases. Epic way to finish the week with my havi's breaking. I have new found respect for rubber bands =) .

Keeping this blog as alive as possible because i love you and you love me =) .. i think ! SOMEBODY BLOG. Ever since facebook surfaced the world, noone uses blogs anymore it's quite sad really.

Well, my rant ends here, have a nice day =) !

lucy

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Thursday, January 8

five second thrills

hey guys, just a quickie loveeeeeeee these videos! hehe :)

my favourite:

this one is rough:

and this one is classic :

hahaha enjoy :) xx j

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